I was in the middle of a crowded group-happy, laughing, singing and celebrating because a hard week of studying is over. I was in a place where you could relax and experience peace. I had all what I needed to unwind, rest and recreate yet something was boggling my mind. I have a secret. You know what? Don't expect me to tell you because even I don't know. I can't explain how i feel. I can't even understand myself most of the time that's why I opt to keep my mouth shut and be serious so I could hide the confusions that I have. Nobody could help me because I don't dare to share. I'm afraid of doing so because of the risks that I have to take. Loosing friends is something I couldn't afford to experience. They are one of the reasons for my breathing. I need to burst it out...right now...coz if I don't, I don't know what's gonna happen next...